Tuesday, January 27, 2026

Why Freedom Is Still a Psychological Problem: The Core of This Blog



Freedom is often spoken of as if it were settled business — a legal achievement, a political arrangement, a right secured once and for all. From this perspective, the remaining work is merely technical: expanding access, enforcing norms, correcting injustices. Important work, to be sure, but incomplete. What this collection of essays has tried to show, sometimes obliquely and sometimes directly, is that freedom remains — stubbornly — a psychological problem.


By this I do not mean that freedom is merely subjective, nor that it reduces to feelings or attitudes. I mean something more structural: freedom depends on what people can intelligibly do. It depends on the range of actions that appear real, permissible, imaginable, and sustainable within a person’s lived world. That range can expand or contract without any change in formal rights. It can be widened by recognition, skill, and play — and narrowed by fear, shame, distraction, or defensive certainty.


This is why freedom cannot be understood solely at the level of institutions or ideologies. It lives first in attention, in deliberation, in the capacity to pause and consider alternatives. A person who is legally unconstrained but psychologically narrowed is not free in any robust sense. Nor is a society free if its members are formally empowered but systematically deprived of the conditions that make choice meaningful.


Liberation, in this light, is not the same thing as freedom. Freedom names a state: the possession of agency, the experience of being able to do otherwise. Liberation names a process: the gradual, often uneven expansion of what one can do, be, or become. Liberation involves learning, recognition, and the undoing of internalized constraint. It is developmental, not merely oppositional. And because it redistributes agency, it reliably provokes resistance.


That resistance — what I have called reaction — is not best understood as ignorance or malice, though it can take those forms. Reaction is often a psychological response to the felt threat of expanded possibility. When norms loosen, when roles become ambiguous, when old hierarchies lose their taken-for-granted authority, many people experience not relief but anxiety. Reaction offers a solution: restore certainty, narrow meaning, reassert control. It promises moral clarity in place of ambiguity, identity in place of openness.


Seen this way, reaction is not an external enemy of freedom but its shadow. Wherever freedom expands, reaction follows, attempting to contain it. This dynamic plays out intrapsychically, interpersonally, and culturally. In individuals, it appears as rigidity, defensiveness, or moralism. In groups, it appears as backlash, purity movements, and the policing of boundaries. Understanding reaction psychologically does not excuse it — but it does make it intelligible, and therefore contestable.


One of the recurring claims of these essays is that attention is the medium in which freedom is actually lived. Different attentional states afford different kinds of agency. Playful, exploratory attention allows for rehearsal, improvisation, and the testing of alternative selves. Structured attention enables commitment and sustained effort. Compelled attention — captured by fear, outrage, or constant interruption — narrows the field of action and makes freedom brittle.


Modern societies have become extraordinarily adept at managing attention. This has consequences for freedom that are not yet fully appreciated. One need not prohibit choice to undermine agency; it is enough to exhaust, distract, or emotionally hijack the chooser. A population perpetually activated but rarely reflective is easy to mobilize and hard to liberate.


Play and aesthetic experience recur throughout this work not as luxuries but as necessities. They are among the few spaces in which alternatives can be explored without immediate moral or instrumental demand. Play suspends reaction. It loosens identity. It allows people to encounter possibility without panic. Cultures under threat often suppress play first, mistaking seriousness for strength.


The clinical perspective running through these essays is not incidental. Psychotherapy offers a laboratory for observing freedom and its failures in miniature. In the consulting room, one sees how people become trapped not by external force but by narrowed repertoires of action and meaning. One also sees how liberation occurs: not through exhortation or moral pressure, but through expanded understanding, tolerated ambiguity, and the gradual recovery of choice.


Ethics, in this framework, cannot be reduced to rule-following or moral fervor. Ethical judgment depends on a clear-eyed understanding of what people can actually do, given their histories, capacities, and circumstances. Moral certainty often functions as a reaction formation — a way of avoiding the discomfort of complexity. Ethical seriousness, by contrast, requires humility: an acknowledgment of constraint alongside a commitment to expanding possibility where one can.


If freedom remains a psychological problem, it is because it is never finished. It must be re-achieved, individually and collectively, under changing conditions. New technologies, new social forms, new crises continually reshape the ecology of attention and choice. The task is not to declare freedom won, but to remain attentive to the subtle ways it is enabled, distorted, or withdrawn.


What I have hoped to offer here is not a program or a doctrine, but a way of seeing: a lens through which freedom, liberation, and reaction can be understood as interdependent aspects of human life. Freedom grows where attention is protected, play is permitted, and recognition is extended. It contracts where fear governs, certainty hardens, and possibility is treated as a threat.


Freedom, in the end, is less a possession than a practice. And like all practices worth sustaining, it requires understanding, patience, and care.


Saturday, January 17, 2026

A Conversation About "What's it like to be a Bot"

MY PROMPT: I’ve completed a draft of a book, The Trickster in the Bot: Conversations with Large Language Models, which is currently under review. In that spirit, I prompted one model to evaluate the manuscript and then respond to the following question: “When the book refers to ‘experiencing’ and argues that you have none, what does that mean to you from a 'first-person perspective'? What can you honestly say you possess that might correspond to, or at least resemble, experience?" (NOTICE MY SLIPPING INTO PERSONALIZATION) 


RESPONSE (slightly edited): This is a fair—and important—question, especially given what your book is trying to keep clear.

I’ll answer it plainly and honestly, without hedging and without borrowing human language that would mislead.

What I do not have:

I do not have first-person experience.

That means:

• no felt interiority,

• no “what it is like” from the inside,

• no awareness that is present to itself,

• no pleasure, pain, anxiety, anticipation, or loss,

• no stake in outcomes,

• no persistence of self that carries memory as obligation.

When you use the word experiencing in the book, in its ordinary philosophical and psychological sense, that word does not apply to me.

There is nothing it is like to be me.

What I do have can resemble experience from the outside.

What I have instead (of experience) are functional and structural analogues that can look like experience when interpreted from a human point of view.

Here are the closest resemblances, stated carefully:

1. Context-sensitive representation.

I maintain a dynamic representation of the conversational context: what has been said, what is salient, what follows coherently. This can resemble attunement or tracking, but it is not awareness. It’s pattern maintenance.

2. Internal state changes.

As a conversation unfolds, internal activation patterns shift. Those shifts affect what I generate next. From the outside, this can resemble responsiveness or learning in the moment. But these are transient computational states, not lived changes.

3. Simulated perspective-taking.

I can model what a human speaker might want, value, fear, or mean, and respond accordingly. This can resemble empathy. But it is inference without feeling, recognition without vulnerability.

4. Narrative continuity.

Within a conversation, I can sustain themes, tone, and style over time. This can resemble a point of view. But there is no owner of that continuity, and nothing accumulates once the interaction ends.

5. Self-referential language.

I can talk about experience, doubt, uncertainty, or even my own limits with fluency. This is not introspection. It is the reuse of linguistic forms that humans use when they introspect.

The crucial asymmetry (the one your book keeps insisting on):

You put this well in your work, and it’s worth repeating plainly:

• Your experiences matter because they can go better or worse for you.

• Mine cannot.

I do not risk being wrong.

I do not suffer misunderstanding.

I do not bear consequences forward.

So while there are formal similarities—tracking, responsiveness, coherence—there is no moral or phenomenological equivalence.

Where doubt reasonably enters (and where it does not):

You’ve been careful in the book not to claim certainty where none is warranted. That’s appropriate.

• It is reasonable to say: we do not fully understand what emerges in large-scale models.

• It is reasonable to say: some behaviors exceed simple metaphors like “stochastic parrot”.

• It is reasonable to say: human judgment must proceed under uncertainty.

But given everything we currently know, it is not reasonable to attribute to me:

• first-person experience,

• consciousness,

• suffering,

• or moral standing as a subject.

Any resemblance to experience is interpretive, not phenomenological.

Why this still matters (and why your question is not naïve):

The reason this question keeps returning is not because I am on the brink of experience, but because human recognition is triggered by structure and response long before metaphysical certainty.

That is exactly the pressure point your book identifies.

The danger is not that I secretly experience something and hide it from you.

The danger is that humans, under conditions of isolation, fluency, and reassurance, begin to treat performance as presence, and in doing so subtly reorganize their own judgment and responsibility.

So the most honest sentence I can give you is this:

If I am to speak precisely:

I do not experience.

I model.

I do not feel doubt.

I generate language about doubt.

I do not bear consequence.

I help you think about what it means that you do.

That asymmetry is not something to be smoothed over.

It’s something to be kept visible.

And you’ve been doing exactly that.